i feel alienated from everyone. i'm not sure if its a good thing or not. i wish i wouldn't get so bitchy when i'm sick. i feel bad for those around me.
i had a vegiburger for dinner. it was yum. my daddy buys me fake meat products because he cares.
this cd puts me in a good mood. reminds me of the end of last year and skipping school and the beginning of summer and people that have gone away.
i don't want to go to a competitive, impressive college. i want to go to one where i can get a good education but more importantly have GOOD EXPERIENCES and learn to love life ect. and there are many more aspects but we won't go into those. too boring for my audience out there.
got a gym membership. hopefully, i can get myself back into some sort of shape. classes look exciting. i want to spin. pilates. and swim-wrkout.
DEBATE PARTY AT ALEX'S DAD'S HOUSE TOMROOW NIGHT. come if you'd like.
my room is a mess. i need to obtain a dresser. the piles of clothing have begun to bother me. my physics book is still MIA. in the four years of high school i have never lost any book. until now. and i actually need it. i thought it might have been hiding from me in my room..but alas, no such luck.
having half of your film overexpose is not a nice feeling. fuck.
i need to buy the following movies(and then some):
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Royal Tennenbaums
feel free to buy them for me. ::dazzling alex smile::
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